People have been asking me if I still write or why I don't write anymore. I didn’t exactly “stop” writing, I’m just having some difficulty finding the words I need to express myself poetically. I try everyday to write a poem, or even just a snippet, but the words just won’t seem to take over.
Honestly, I am really just lost in a storm of self-doubt. I think it has a lot to do with the stress of college and how inadequate it’s made me feel. The feeling of inadequacy has had an impact on everything I do, but my self-assurance and creativity is suffering the most.
I feel like this is going to be a hard demon to tackle. Like my favourite poet said, “The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.”
I miss it.
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